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ตามล่าหา daddy :p

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15/10/09

leaving from the Netherlands... heading to Dusseldorf, Germany.. arrived there almost noon... tried to find out how to arrive his house.... I had a map (thanks to google map), his name, his address, his number in my pocket... I was soooo ready to go... my mind at that moment... didn't care what were things to do in Dusseldorf...  no plan for any travel... just dying to go to... the address where I kept in my pocket !  

then... found a way... had to take underground (subway? ) from the train station that I got off.... heading to the station near by his house.....

while sitting in the underground.... phewwwwwwww.... my heart was pounding so hard... excited ? scared ? couldn't guess what was gonna happen...   the worst thing crossed through my head "what if he isn't in germany at the moment !!"

there .... I arrived .... got off the subway.... OHHHH myyyyy ................  the street was just RIGHT THERE.... didn't expect to be that close.. thought i had to walk a bit.... (  i was on google map for many times.. the picture I had in my head from google map.. and when i saw in person... just soo much the sameee)  

I couldn't get myself walking from the station directly to his house... man his house was soo easy to be found.... which scared me even moree O_O....  i decided to go around the block...... but my eyes kept staring at the house....................       in front of his house... there was a park for kids... so i pretended  playing stuff there ;-/    saw people walking in and out from the office ( from what i was told  , his house and his office were right next to each other )    

no idea which one was him... any man that walked out from the house.. i first assumed that was him.... big(fat :p) guy walked out .... umm.. maybe ... maybe not.... "is he really this fat ? :p "
another guy walked out with mustache... umm... " is this him ? "  too panic O_O so i decided to go walk around in downtown ... and would come back later... ( assuming that he would get off from work around 5 pm )      so.. i got to enjoy dusseldorf a bit.... :p while in my head still trying to give myself the answer ( without being able to answer !)  what should i do .. should i just ring that bell ?? ahhh !!

around 3  I went back.....   and just kept waiting there in front of the house... by the playground (park) for the kids... felt like i was really a stalker... his house was so pretty....  cars parked in front of his house.. had his company name on it...     i kept waiting there ... kept walking pass by the house.. trying to see who inside.....  

there the time....... around 5 , i saw people start leaving from there.......... still couldn't guess which one was him ! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still kept walking... passing by again and again................ and THERE... I saw this guy... really look alike the one i saw in the picture before... though that picture was taken 25+ years ago...  the shaped of his face..... wearing glasses................. yessssssssss I am sure that was him !!!!!!!.....  ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................... walked back to the playground

just kept staring at the house...... waiting for him to walk out............ thereee... he walked out from the office and went inside his house..........   O_O what should i do next.... ?? I waited till everyone from the office left..............  how do i know that ? ( windows were closed :p )

saw him again ! walking from the house... going to the office !!!!!................. and there he was  again... from the office back to his house !!!!!!!!   he DID see me... because I was just standing there.......  but he didn't seem to notice that i was looking at him............

a bit later........ he walked out from the house... got into the car... and he left...........

ahhhhhhhh where is he goinggg... is he gonna come back ?? no idea :(  so i left for dinner.... and then.. I came back again :(....  I saw his car !! so he was backk !!!!!   me again... passing by the house again and again.... then the taxi  came and stopped right in front of his house... shooooooot  i had to run !!!.... to hide........  saw couple people walking out from the house.. including him..... got on the taxi... and then... that was the last time.. i saw him.... while taxi was leaving... to.......? who knows.............and it was around 8 pm............    

and then ?? what should I do next ?? waiting forever ??? the weather was soooooo cold... I didn't care about the coldness... I was there sitting under the wind......   by the time I realized how cold it was... i couldn't open my mouth ... it was sooo dry around the lips  o_O 

my train leaving dusseldorf back to netherlands was at 9 .........

what should I do... 

I really had to leave ......... :( i just wanted to be there... sitting and waiting for hopes........

I reallllllly had to go ??????????? :(   couldn't stop my tears back at the end... feeling like my mission wasn't completed :( something I wanted to do ... but what do I really want ?? 

I did get to see him...... I saw his house........ what else ??? I guess... I wanted to at least get to talk ??? so............ that is all :(


don't get me wrong.... I m ok to continue life without him... 25 years without him, my mom 's been raising me well.....  it's just something stuck in my mind....  something I always wanted to do... I guess.. I saw it as a game... life game ... wondering what would happen if I chose to do it.... =/ 




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I diddddddd ittttttttttttt  

I am still sooo exciteddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

ahhhhhhhhh feel like it was a dream....

ready ready for my story ?? :p if it's confusing just because... im still ~_~

ok.... this time.. I am coming to Germany alone.... it's kinda cool so far...  did many stupid things on my trip but let's leave those behind :p  arrived Dusseldorf almost noon... first thing I did was... going by his house !! wanted to make sure that he was here in town.... I went by.. saw his car parked outside... ok.. so I left... and went to look for the hostel that I booked over the internet......     didn't expect hostel to be nice but the one I am staying reallly nice.... ! I chose a shared room... I was supposed to share a room with 3 other people but till now ( 7 pm ) no one is here... but me... hoo ray ! I am lucky !!!!!!  

ok... so I found the hostel.. checked in everything... left the bag here.. ( I didn't wanna walk around near by his house ...with the bag... I tried to be like I lived around there because I walked passing by many many times... like a stalker O_O) walked aroound downtown... wait until it was about 4:30 ... then I took a train to his house... got there almost 5 ... saw people started walking out from his house ( they finished working... )     while waiting till everyone leaves the house.. I was praying *_*    had a book inside my pocket.... I kept praying and praying...........  at that moment... anything that u asked for  i would do it.... mom asked me to pray a lot so I did !     

saw him walk out from the office ... locked the door... and saw him went inside the house.............. ok here I am... gave him about 5 mins..... at that time.. i didn't think of anything but make sure my voice recorder was on !!!!!!!!!!! ( yes i recorded the conversation between him and me :p )  went to the door ... rang the bell !!!!!!!!!! and then i was like " Shoooooooooooooot  what am I gonna say ???? "  he opened the door... he looked very confused O_O... he spoke German while I was speaking English -*- I kept asking him for some mins.. he was about to close the door..... "I am your daughterrr ......." then he realised... with a smiling face... he let me in....  OH MY _ I was soo nervous... kept saying sorry that I didn't call him first.....   he was mostly quiet .. but had a smiling face on him....

then he said... " your english is not good " -_-"

i asked him if he spoke english ... he said no... just german --"

so... most of the time.. he was quiet.( I think he didn't understand when I talk -*-)... I tried to come up with conversation... ahhh............

then he had to go for dinner..............  

I asked him for a picture... so we got a picture taken together ( I put my camera on the chair... self-timer didn't come out good but ... I loveeeeeeeeee it kept looking at it while coming back to the hostel )

to me... the way he looked at me... he seemed happy but .. he was probably shocked.........


I am still afraid to listen of the conversation between both of us O_O..........


soooo.......... that was it =/


but I did iitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt


thanks yall for all the support 

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


ok.. now i can go home :p .. my mission is completed hahahaha  going back to Thailand next weeeeeeeeek ! .... :)




and... mission was COMPLETEEEDDD 


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Our first picture together.....

ตามล่าหา daddy p


still waiting for the next picture to be taken...

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